Saturday, 5 April 2008
08:14
...I am so depressed now. I really want to cry...but I can't...I hate the feeling of being weak and helpless...I wish "he"was here with me now, so that I coulf receive some comfort and love. I really am do not know what I hould do anymore. I am so indifferent...so confused...so...so...at loss. So many bad things have happened to me this past week and I just can't seem to get over it as quickly as I thought I would...
I really waned to share the details with my family but every time I tried to, the words just can't seem to come out. I don't know why it happens, perhaps, I still haven't gotten over the fact that my dad had cheated on my mom, making her all sad and heart broken...
I think I am going crazy now...I wish that my life would just turn back to the way it's five years ago when everything was just perfect...
Anyways, I have felt a little better now that I have let my feelings out...
Love,
K & S
Kiwi Loves Turkey
